so near and yet so far

everyday just like every-other-day,
they just passed by

buried the old things,
celebrate for the new up-coming ones

take all the chances,
try to win all the possibility

hard to get,
easy to loose,
all seems similar

human feels being co-ordinated,
they just follow..
and you'll be saved
it was the law..

can't say it was his/her dreams,
they all just passed by,
without sayin' hello or even a thing

hmmm..
poor me

become a robot or maybe worse?

how many round i must to take?
will it end?
my slowly, molly, polly, dolly..
life?

of course it will!

i am the decision maker!

i'm the one who know what the best for me,
may it be right or wrong,
i have to make choices..

now..
i try to get back from all my failures

i want to get my integrity

to facing the deepest fearness

to walk through the fire of problems

and become a human of worthed..
not useless..

come on,

i know i can do it!